Why must I be the one who is suffocated by humans? Why is it me who people want to talk to at school? Why can't they leave me to read or draw or think? UHG!. There is no in-between me. Like, you either love me, or you hate me. People are so weird. Either its the people who point and laugh at me and throw rubber-bands at my head, or its the people who are constantly smiling at me, and trying to make conversation with me. These people that roam my school, whining about they're 12-year-old boyfriends. I personally do not care for these people. Why do the people that like me, like me so much? There is absolutly nothing to like! I am ugly, fat, I am always changing my mind, and I change my mood very quickly. One second, I will be jumping off the walls and as happy as can be, and another second, I will want to toss everyone in a volcano.
And now, I shall ramble on about how much I hate people like this; people. people that lie. people that are full of SHIT. Like, hmm, I dunno, people who talk about people they like and they're like "Yeah, I like Gerard Way, and MCR!" I dunno, I just kind of want to shoot them in the face, maybe.. And its like, why Gerard? Yes he writes the songs. BUT HE ISN'T THE ONLY ATTRACTIVE ONE. And why should it matter? They are all equally amazing, so yeah, who cares about looks? I wish they were all really ugly, so I could just watch all the posers leave. But actually, I don't want that. Because my love for My Chem, is much stronger than my hate for most people. And even though they won't be fans forever like me, and lots of other good My Chem fans, they still help My Chem make a living. So I'm happy. You people need to realize how amazing Bob, Frank, Mikey and Ray are! YOU DO NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND.
You all sit there and listen to their singles, and talk about how much you love them.
YOU? YOU love My Chemical Romance? HAHAHAH.
I guess I just feel so strongly about this, because I feel so strongly for them.
YOU DO NOT KNOW the feeling they give me.
When I hear any of them I start crying. I only know of one other person who feels this way aswell.
BUT I DO know that there are decent people out there. And that there ARE people who love My Chem just as much as me. I just feel I cannot explain. Anything.
And, hah, who am I to talk, when I am probably the worst person ever.
Man, people confuse me...
I love you My Chem>Hannah>Haley>Joel McHale!
You are the only people I have feelings for. Thank you, thank you. you dont even know.
Thank you, I love you, have a great life!
-Courtney
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